When I was young - I don't
remember how young, but I suspect it was before my family left Brooklyn - I
visited the Twin Towers and went to the top. I remember floor-to-ceiling
windows, without rails - nothing to get between you and the view. I wasn't fond
of heights, and it took an effort of will to get close to the glass. I saw
everything: Wall Street; the Jersey side, with its docks and its line of (then)
rundown towns - Weehawken, Hoboken, Jersey City, Bayonne; the harbor and the
islands - Ellis, Liberty, Governors, Staten Island; everything so far down and
away that it actually looked curved, which is probably my memory playing tricks
on me. I also remember how cold it was. The plaza around the towers was barren,
straight-up early '70s Brutalist, so there was nothing to stop the Hudson hawk
from stinging your cheeks and bringing tears to your eyes. I remember thinking
that the place was pretty desolate. I was impressed by the size and the height,
but not much else. Much later, I heard that a successful neighborhood had been
bulldozed to make room for the WTC, much as had been done for Lincoln Center
some years earlier.
I'm now a member of a weird,
accidental fraternity, one of Kurt Vonnegut's granfaloons – the group of people who have been to a particular place
that no longer exists. The group is filled with millions of bond traders, Japanese
tourists, janitors, IT professionals…and inside it is a smaller group: the people who were there that day, and the first responders who tried to save them. The terrorist who killed them has been dumped like garbage into the sea, but their names are on hallowed ground.
